Butoh-fu
Burnt bridges.
Wanting to live. Wanting to survive any cost. Dirtiness of bearing the pain.
The pillar between heaven and earth is charred by the hellfire of life.
The soul torn apart. Pain is proof of life.
Explanation
Cited from Francis Bacon's portrait of van Gogh. The bridge, burned and charred, barely keeps from falling down over the river of red fire. Bring your body to the state of being about to fall, completely burned and charred.